Wednesday, August 20, 2008

A month that needs to end

I hate to say it but August is probably worst then July.Although I had some good times I've had a lot of shitty moments this month and seems like the ending is only getting worse by the minute. For one the house we moved in to isn't quite the dream home we thought it would be,the streets are busy,somebody shit gets stolen once or twice a week,there's a possible drug dealer nearby,and worst off we have an asshole neighbor that revs his bike in morning. We could sell it but problem is we haven't paid back my grandfather and because we used a hundred thousand they'll tax us for it. My EP that I made turn out bad as well,what had happen was I finally recorded vocals and it came out too mumbled as well it wasn't that strong of a voice, I feel that 4 tracks wasn't good enough and there were only 3 when you get down to it, so I've decided to scrap this one in order for a better one in future. The third problem we've had which is obvious what I mention before is money and I've noticed because I've been eating less and less then what I'm used to, I'm not skinny but my appetite is starting so slowly dwindle a bit. As of tomorrow I'm single again so don't feel sorry for me because honestly this shit wasn't really working out in first place and its obvious she hasn't cared either. My last problem which actually might help me is school,As much as I don't want to go back it does help me get away from life's problems at home,it does however give me some goals and keeps my mind off of other problems. I hope tomorrow is successful with schedules and that rest of this month ends quickly.Until then later.

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